I am so ENJOYING myself, having a dinner full of pills........ poor me...... Have to take pills for a months, EH 12 PILLS ok! Wanna try? The drowziness is killing me, wonder how i am going to concentrate in school. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz GOD HELP ME! *pray hard*.

Ok, i must say that i am getting weaker by day..... i find myself always getting sick nowadays... I have difficulty breathing, so dun be suprised if i dun talk much 2moro...... or maybe the next few days. Dun think i am EMO, cos i am no longer EMO. And i dun wan to be ....... LATER PPL SCOLD ME FOR BEING EMO.

I hope i will get well real soon, and get back to Table- Tennis... i miss it so much. I have to skip my tennis and wind surfing trainings for 3-4 weeks sian..... no more sports for me to de-sian. (i created this term, me so smart) haha. Lets hope god will give me an answer , I know there is always a reason why something happen.Lets learn to trust.

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